Kat’s Poem

From that moment our hands touched

and the blood

in my veins 

stood still,

Is my absolute favorite memory 

and I think it always will 

be

I revisit that memory

So much in my mind

I can tell you exactly how your hand fit so perfectly in mine

And the thought of that Monday

When you cupped my face

And pulled me in

For the most perfect kiss

Takes 

the 

cake

For the “movie moment of my life”

And although brief,

Your chapter in my book

Has become the most read

As I reread

The time in my life I can’t get out of my head

Because for the first time

I truly felt something 

for someone

I didn’t have to force 

anything

my senses came alive

And 

didn’t 

feel 

numb.

I had no fear, no doubt, not the slightest bit of worry

Because i thought it was a wrap

I thought you was the one for me

And months have gone by

And you still 

own 

and 

have 

broken 

every piece of 

me.

And for some reason I still go back to revisit that memory

From that moment our hands touched

and the 

blood in my veins 

stood 

still.

Kat King

CCC

As hard as it gets

I’m cool, calm and collected

Mind blown, eyes closed

This ain’t what I expected

All the drama I thought I deaded

Gotta be free to get where I’m headed

I can’t keep feeling neglected

I just want what I deserve

Nothing less, nothing more

I just want the things I’ve seen and heard

All the happiness for sure

No Diamonds

What are you afraid of, my love ?

Your words are careful 

But your energy says it all 

You’re afraid to fall 

But you’re afraid to lose 

So you just can’t choose 

I never wanna say so 

But it hurts me tho 

To be a dream 

To be a team 

With the one I see a REAL life with 

The only one I’ve ever seen myself being a real wife with !

If you really knew my history you’d get it 

Why all this is a big deal

But I don’t fault you 

You’re just being yourself 

And I’m just being me

Which happens to be more than you 

More than everyone 

I’ve been told many times the world doesn’t deserve me 

I never believed it 

I’ve been so careful to put no pressure on you

I knew neither of us were ready, realistically 

But feelings don’t know details 

So no pressure 

But no pressure means no diamonds 

It’s been so easy bc there will be no reward 

i’m (not) okay

On the surface, I look fine

But really I’m out my mind

Like I’m really buggin’

You can’t love this one out of me

Tryna fix me like

Brewing potions with the witches

This is alchemy

You’re so unaffable

It’s laughable

I’m baffled though because

This one won’t wash away

Not even with holy water

This one won’t wash away

I’m my father’s daughter

I’m a bother

It’s not alright

I’m not okay

I’m fine