No Regrets by Justina Clear

My feet are stained with the dirt of the bedroom floors I dance across

My lips are chapped, peeling and healing from the wet kiss of my lover

Lovers I regret nothing

No one

Method acting in every new space

Like I’ve never given my heart away

Like I’m offering it up for him to take

Then I get dressed I look at him like I’ll never be the same

Because that is the case

The ghost of paramours haunt me

I’ll never be the same

And that I wouldn’t change


By Justina Clear | Find out more about her on Instagram and elsewhere on the interwebs !

Raft

I’d be swinging from the rafters if I held onto your every word

I’d be clawing at you bastards if I believed I was the only girl

I’d be laughing, screaming, crying if I could  just ever feel

I’d be back to lines, misshapen minds if I didn’t know the drill

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I hope it all goes well for you

After our goodbye

I’ll be back to normal

After a good long cry

I’ll be asking myself

All the big questions, WHY

I’ll be fighting the urge

Of wanting to die

I’ll be sulking and wishing

Things would go right

I’ll be pretending and wishing

You were still here at night

I’ll be wishing you’d die

I’ll be holding your ghost tight

I’ll be waiting for your demise

While I laugh at your plight