Round of applause
You did it
Congrats and good riddance
…repentance
Round of applause
You did it
Congrats and good riddance
…repentance
You are here
I point to my heart to make it clear
But my finger shakes and wavers with fear
Objects in the mirror may be closer than they appear
You are a mirror, my mirror
You keep coming nearer and nearer
I am not lost but I can’t find myself
Lost in you and having to remind myself
It’s not a sure thing
You love my song but it’s not the one you prefer to sing
Insurmountable fear
Rays of sunshine
Mounds of joy
Both peppered in
But I always know in due time it gets dark again
Thanks for everything but thanks for nothing
I’m happy in the worst way possible
Feeling invincible yet knowing I’m stoppable
Taylor was generous enough to let us post her poem. You can check out her artwork and personality both on Twitter and Instagram !
Published February 21, 2020 at 12:34am
I’m sorry that I’m bad at being cool
I was never that, not even in school
Being human, I’m not too good at it
A little too off, not quite pragmatic
I checked my whole body, no zipper yet
Know it seems off, but I often think about that
See, I’m this light, as bright as a star,
And kind as only an angel can be-
But, my smile’s deceiving,
And I never stopped feeling
Like somehow, the problem is me.
I lie awake again,
voices tell me I’m too deep
It is almost 5 am again,
and I still haven’t been to sleep
Resigned to my fate,
a battle I will probably never win
Cause I’m just really fucking awful,
At being a human.
-Tay H
Drownin’ in holy water
I know
If I stop moving
I’ll float
If I think
I’ll sink
And if you blink
You’ll miss it
Tried to type out my problems
Undo, edit and fix it
And I know you can tell when I mix it
Cross-faded
Too jaded
But still obligated
To resolve the dissonance
I didn’t know you
But I’m glad I never did
They say never meet your heroes
I’ve loved you since I was a kid
If I ever met you
My hope and faith would’ve ran and hid