depression

Maybe

Maybe it was just the drugs 

Maybe there was no love there 

Memories like dreams 

Delicately held, handled with care 

Were we ever sober ?

At any time before it was over ?

The harsh reality we could honestly never bare.

There was never hope

We were high 

We even toked through our last goodbye.

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Breakups be suckin’ lol. Originally published this in 2021.

Sundazed

Sunshine don’t feel right when you live in grey

I don’t even know how things wound up this way

It won’t be like this forever

That’s what they always say

They said they promise it gets better

I’ll do almost anything for a way out of my head

I don’t recall how long I’ve even bled

I used to pray for sun days now I pray for rain

It’s been when the external matches what’s in my brain

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Stay close to people who feel like sunshine until I post another poem.

Sad Sad Sad

Nobody wants the sad girl

So they made this sad world

Especially for me

They said it’s what I wanted

But it’s not

I wanted love and affection

I crave a connection

I want to be selected

Tell me lies

Yes, baby, tell me lies

Sweet nothings sweep the tears from my eyes

In this sad world they make me

It’s only grey skies

Grey trees, grey streets

No houses, grey blood

From my grey blade

The first day you made

Me smile

The colors surprised me

Lie to me

Keep on lying to me

Get what you need and give me mine

So I can get back to sad world on time

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I love you extra if you know what Sick, Sad, World is from.

eQuaniMIty

You weren’t ready

But you acted like you were

You made posts about me

Or was it really about her

Your words are etched in my mind

All else is a blur

Now I’m left sifting through pieces

Of who we once were

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Heartbreak sucks. Amirite or am I right ??? Anyway, subscribe to the blog. I post poetry and other writings twice a week or whatever. Feel free to submit your own too.