Maybe it was just the drugs
Maybe there was no love there
Memories like dreams
Delicately held, handled with care
Were we ever sober ?
At any time before it was over ?
The harsh reality we could honestly never bare.
There was never hope
We were high
We even toked through our last goodbye.
Breakups be suckin’ lol. Originally published this in 2021.
Chest pains
Exacerbated by the dagger
You stuck in my heart
We made love
We made art
We painted pretty pictures
Of a life we’d soon start
But it all was a farce
Per usual, niggas ain’t shit. This was written in 2020. Subscribe for more poetry !
The next time your heart beats
I hope it breaks your chest
I hope I’m looking in your eyes
During your last breath
I hope that when I walk away
You have nothing else left
So yes, you could say
I want revenge, I guess.
Omg I wrote this so long ago. Who tf was I so mad at ? lmao I originally posted this October 2021 but wrote it months before that. Anyway, subscribe for more poetry ! Submit your own here.
If you were free
Would you still choose me ?
If you were taken
Would you use and abuse me ?
Would you tell me I’m beautiful
And special. Just to confuse me ?
Come on, you can tell me
Amuse me.
I already know that you take vows loosely
I know you’re lying
And that you do so profusely.
Lie to me.
Ride for me.
Die for me.
Sweet nothings feel so good.
Why won’t you live for me ?
Give to me ?
What more do I have to do ?
I’m tired of begging for love from you.
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It is hard to be without the ones you love
Even if it’s for the better.
Better late than never.
But better never, if ever
If it means we aren’t together.
Where are you now ?
Everywhere ?
Nowhere ?
If I scream Marco, will a Polo appear ?
I miss you always then I miss you more
I know that you’re gone
I just can’t be sure
I still text you. I snap you. I knock on your door.
This is the moment we’ve all been waiting for.
Now revealing God and guest staring Max
I’m unaware it’s a dream and I cannot relax
But is it ? Where are you ?
Are you everywhere or nowhere ?
Is God even real ?
Do you just see it on my face or can you feel what I feel ?
Can you heal what I feel ?
My thoughts reveal a shield behind the steering wheel.
I just wanna see you one more time.
I thought we had more time.
Where are you ?
I don’t know. So I drive.
I drive and I hope I crash and I hope I see you when I die.
But your thoughts are a shield too so I don’t even try.
I just wish you were here. Where are you ???
Can you see me crying ?
Can you see me tryna grieve your dying ?
I don’t know how.
I thought I did bc I’ve seen death before
I’ve kissed death before but I’m not sure now
It’s been a while
Why does it still hurt like yesterday ?
Why do I see flashes of your bloody boot on replay ?
Please God PLEASE just show me the way
I want to be okay
I mean I’m mostly okay
And then I get alone
And it’s hard and I start thinking and I stop blinking
And I’m not sure if I should be on my own.
Where are you ? Can you read this ?
Can you show me a sign on how to defeat this ?
On how I can at least tweak
And not into life, speak it.
Who can I blame ?
I’m angry. At who ?
I don’t know. At me and at you.
Where are you ?
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